Hear my prayer, O Lord; give ear to my pleas for mercy! In your faithfulness answer me, in your righteousness! Enter not into judgment with your servant, for no one living is righteous before you.
God where are you? what are you doing? i am drowning here! You are a faithful God and I trust you, but where are you at? I know I have messed up, left you out, planned my life and not thought of you at times, but please forgive me.
For the enemy has pursued my soul; he has crushed my life to the ground; he has made me sit in darkness like those long dead. Therefore my spirit faints within me; my heart within me is appalled.
Satan is all over me right now. I can’t breathe. I have lived in self pity and doubt. I have struggled knowing I am Yours, even though your word clearly states you have given me your name. I am sick. I am tired of this cycle.
I remember the days of old; I meditate on all that you have done; I ponder the work of your hands. I stretch out my hands to you; my soul thirsts for you like a parched land. Selah
You have done so much for me. I am CANCER free! I am debt free! I went to China and meet with you in a mighty way. You have healed my hurt of deep, gaping wounds. There are no words for how you have changed and molded me to be a beautiful reflection of you. I stand here, arms opened, truly DESPERATE for you. Truly in need of your love and tender touch!
Answer me quickly, O Lord! My spirit fails! Hide not your face from me, lest I be like those who go down to the pit. Let me hear in the morning of your steadfast love, for in you I trust. Make me know the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.
I lay me heart before you and ask that you show up. It is a simple request. It is a simple. Please God, show me a glimpse of you, if nothing but the hem of your garment Lord, I need to see you here. Open my heart to see the path I need to take. There are so many possibilities. So many things I could do, but I am tired of just doing God. I want to walk in who you have made me. I long to serve you here and now and to be the woman you want me to be.
Deliver me from my enemies, O Lord! I have fled to you for refuge! Teach me to do your will, for you are my God! Let your good Spirit lead me on level ground!
I run to the safety of your arms. To the gentle strength that is your heart. I beg you to remove this pressure that I am feeling. In Jesus name I am free! Teach me your heart. Show me where you are taking me and how you need me to love those around me.
For your name’s sake, O Lord, preserve my life! In your righteousness bring my soul out of trouble! And in your steadfast love you will cut off my enemies, and you will destroy all the adversaries of my soul, for I am your servant.
You are fighting a battle for me Lord. A battle that I cannot see, but I know you are taking on things that I cannot begin to understand. You are protecting me as a loving father protects his child from harm. Your gentle love is carrying me through this valley, a strong and steady love that I forget about so often, yet it remains. I live for you my King, I am here as a humble servant to share your name.
a humbled heart 