Breaking up with myself…..what?

as a believer there are many lessons we learn about what it means to truly be a Christ follower.  some lessons are easy, some lessons take a while to learn…..some we only learn with there is a deep breaking need rolling inside of us.   i am swirling around in the last category.
let me explain.  I [...]

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tired of the tears

i am not real sure when it started
i have no idea the depth of the pain
i don’t know where to begin again
but I want to dream
i have forgotten how
i lost the desire
i lost the ability
Lord….teach me to dream again

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i’m addicted

i cannot really identify when the addiction started…                                  truthfully i cannot remember a time when i did not want to be in love                it is something many struggle with, i know i am not alone
for most it seems to stem from an absence of love.
don’t get me wrong, i came from a loving family, a [...]

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the great eight by scott hamilton

the great eight by scott hamilton is the story of the life and trials of scott hamiltion.  with a passion for skating and the healing it brought, scott found his place.  with the trials that life brought, scott always clung to the foundations he learned during the early days of staking. the simple truths he [...]

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Ponderings on a rainy saturday

there have been lots of changes over the past 2 months. New job, new apartment and roomies, new friends…things have been going well. so why do I still feel the need to hide away? why am I still struggling with letting myself be seen? just something I’m thinking about in this rainy and [...]

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