Ponderings on a rainy saturday

there have been lots of changes over the past 2 months. New job, new apartment and roomies, new friends…things have been going well. so why do I still feel the need to hide away? why am I still struggling with letting myself be seen? just something I’m thinking about in this rainy and [...]

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empty handed

if there was a picture to describe the way i feel right now, this is it.
i am letting go.
i am empty handed.
my heart feels numb.
i have peace it will all work out
i am not completely sure this is necessarily a good place to be. given my past choices made during this time, they have [...]

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how do you eat yours?

today for lunch i am enjoying some of my mom’s homemade. I LOVE MY MOM’s CHILI!!!!!  don’t even get me started on her soup!!!!
as i was rushing out the door this morning, I remembered to pick up my daily Tupperware, but forgot some key ingredients. it is not a superb chili experience without certain condiments. [...]

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thinking out loud

i want something more then :this:
but what i am doing to change :this:
what is it that you want?

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