for years i have had the mentality that my life is never gonna start
some days it feels like i am standing in the gift wrap line at a major department store and its CHRISTMAS….the sign says :now serving number 36: i look down only to find that i am holding a ticket and much to my dismay my number is 10, 478….luckily there are a few people behind me so i know that i am not alone…….
but that does not help the way my heart feels
:alone:
:achy:
i believe there is a perfect time for everything and that if we are not careful we can create
:idols:
anything that comes before God
:anything:
:everything:
even my desire for love and romance
even my deisre for ministry
everything can become something that dishonors God
we :i: have to choose everyday to take a deep breathe
embrace my place in whatever line i find myself standing in
and know that there is something bigger happening
there is a plan for me
a reason that i am embracing this place
something that i need to understand
:::::::life has already started:::::::
