a retrospective look

12 I must perform my vows to you, O God; I will render thank offerings to you. 13 For you have delivered my soul from death, yes, my feet from falling, that I may walk before God in the light of life

Today is the 1 year anniversary of my cancer surgery/diagnosis……..
I have had huge [...]

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the journey thus far

recently i took a slight step back in time
it wasn’t like i hopped in the delorian with Michael J Fox or anything
but i did get to revisit part of my life that changed so much about me….
last i went to see my oncologist
a word that no one wants to identify with
(before i had one of [...]

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milestones

1 year ago today my cyst, whom we lovingly referred to as Mellie, ruptured for the first time.  Little did I know how much my life would change over the next year!!
this afternoon i went for my first post-cancer follow up.  i am not real sure how often i have to go back or what all the [...]

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waiting quietly

last night i reached a point of desperation……and then a beautiful place of peace……
it has been a little over a week since i got the all clear from the doctors from the cancer…..
(so YEAH!!!!)
but since the appointment…i have been almost numb…..
getting the all clear stressed me out…in a major way…..
i had spent so much time [...]

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in the depths

this past weekend was a weekend filled with loneliness…..
i had a treatment on Thursday……not as bad as the last one..but rough in its own right……
Friday i was great…..but as soon as i got off on Friday i got in the bed….and pretty much did not leave from there until Monday morning around 10:00……..
i had a [...]

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