my mind has been going ninety miles an hour………running and running in circles
wanting more and more of you….yet forgetting to invite you into what is happening
the last two nights i have sat down and taken a deep breathe…….
i thought i was ignoring you…..
thought i was putting you off til tomorrow……
but both nights you have shown up in the simple moments of watching tv
a message of standing……a message of waiting……a message of trust……
Psalms 27
the Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall i fear?
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one thing i have asked from the Lord, that i shall seek: that i may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life.
to behold the beauty of the Lordand to mediate in His temple.for in the day of trouble He will conceal me in His tabernacle
in the secret place of His tent He will hide me; He will lift me up on a rock.and now my head will be lifted up…. and i will offer in His tents sacrifices with shouts of joy; i will sing, yes, i will sing praises to the Lord. hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice,and be gracious to me and answer me when you said, :seek my face: my heart said to you,:your face, O Lord, i shall seek: do not hide Your face from me, do not turn Your servant away in anger; you have been my help; do not abandon me, nor forsake me, O God of my salvation. ……. teach me Your way, O Lord and lead me in a level path ……… i would have despaired unless i had believed that i would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. wait for the Lord; be strong and let your heart take courage; yes, wait for the Lord. >>>>>>
for weeks…..no years………I have been living with a call on my life……a call, a dream, a desire but for it is something that has to be built
scripture clearly states that He will never leave us nor forsake us
and that he will give us more then we can handle
and that all works together for the good, of those whom he loves and has called according to his purpose.
So why do we stress about something we have NO CONTROL over?
Scripture says that he will give us the desires of our hearts…..
Something that I had to learn was that it is not our desires…..they are HIS DESIRES!!!!
When we are truly seeking the face of God then we will be able to see what HE wants for us……
God is speaking to me
He is loving me
He is opening doors
He is telling me everyday over and over and over again that he is leading me……
HE IS TAKING ME TO PLACES THAT I CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE!!!!!!
Stay tuned for updates!!!
good reflection ! in a way i can relate to your sentiment… May God really bless us and keep us courageous so we can survive.