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Archive for September, 2008

i am sitting in my fav Starbucks here in the ‘ham trying to take a few minutes and process all that has been going on.  it is hard as i have not written in my journal or blogged in days because my heart has been broken and put back together only to be shattered again.  [...]

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my mind has been going ninety miles an hour………running and running in circles
wanting more and more of you….yet forgetting to invite you into what is happening

the last two nights i have sat down and taken a deep breathe…….
i thought i was ignoring you…..
thought i was putting you off til tomorrow……
but both nights [...]

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struggling

i am having a hard time right now….
it is not that i am :jealous: of what others are getting or envious (as if they are not the same thing)
i am (again) watching others get there dreams while i feel like i am standing by watching everything slip through my fingers. i feel like i am [...]

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