lately i have praying about God expanding me
taking me to new places in ministry
so that i can become more well rounded for what lies ahead
something that i have discovered about myself
i am a visionary
i am a dreamer
i have a great imagination
i can walk in a room and see what furniture needs to move in order for it to :flow better:
this is hard
i am constantly looking ahead
making changes
never taking a breath
hence the frustration i am finding myself in with God
i want to be in England
:i am preparing for that today:
i want to be married
:i am waiting for my prince:
i want to have a family
:i am learning to be a better mom by keeping others kids:
i want to be in ministry
:i have a ministry….i have influence:
i want to love people
:doing that now:
i want to listen
:again….doing that now:
i want to open my home and heart to those hurting
:working on this one…and doing it now:
i want queso
:God is feeding me cubed cheese:
its not a bad thing….
its cheese…and cheese is NEVER a bad thing
but it is not the cheese i want
so my prayer is changing
i’ll keep you posted on what i learn……
(maybe well get some Gouda, or brie next time!!
June 30, 2008 at
When we allow God to prepare us for His will, He is then our Teacher.
I know too many single people who want to be married but they don’t even want to hear about it in a sermon.
You don’t start learning as soon as you are “on the job”, so to speak, whether that is marriage, ministry, job or whatever.
The time to learn, prepare and train is now.
It is never wasted because that is time you have spent with your Lord.
August 6, 2008 at
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