if you have known me any length of time you know that i want to be married. 
more then anything……(well not more then living in God’s will)
but i believe that God has given me the desire for marriage so i wait for what he is bringing into my life
but lately it has been increasingly hard
its not necessarily that friends are getting married and i am not
i love that my friends have found there :mates: and that they are enjoying married life…i hope to learn from them
i am realizing more and more that my struggle with being single is the fact that God is defining me more and showing me that i am going to be MOVING half way around the world……

this is not something that i want to do alone

i can be independent
but inside i am longing for someone to share my life with

i read a blog today about one man’s journey to find forgiveness and love in brokenness. beautiful story.
it made me :miss: and :long: for someone that i have not met yet.
where ever :my love: is i pray he is protected and knows that someone, somewhere loves him…..
all of him!!!!!!