finding peace

there are times in life when we cannot help but connect with God….we understand all that HE is saying….we agree with what IS…. but then there are times when it seems to be a little more difficult to trust….it becomes harder to listen…whether the voice is distant or we don’t like the answer that we [...]

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changing of the season

there is a funny feeling inside me right now…..
change is good….it is inevitable….something that we must learn to roll with or life will get extremely difficult….
and with all that i have been through this year, you would think it would be ok…..
but today we had or traditional “goodbye lunch” here at the office.  we have [...]

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milestones

1 year ago today my cyst, whom we lovingly referred to as Mellie, ruptured for the first time.  Little did I know how much my life would change over the next year!!
this afternoon i went for my first post-cancer follow up.  i am not real sure how often i have to go back or what all the [...]

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just some things i needed to share

it has been a crazy long week….i have felt unable to breathe……
it is a feeling that i have had for a while….but it is starting to click inside of me what it all means……
i am desperate for the heart of God….but i am fighting with all that is within me against his life giving love. i [...]

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the song of my heart

i cannot really describe how i am feeling right now….
there are so many things in my heart and my head that are not making sense….
i long to listen from my SPIRIT and not from my mind…..
i don’t want to make decisions living in my flesh…
i want to live in a way that is wholly pleasing [...]

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