giving it all away…….wait….what?

God….
you know that i am struggling with this……
i have given up so much recently…
and while it has been beautiful…..
why do i have to give up the thing that you have “given” me…..
you answered my prayers….
you showed your self and confirmed in my heart the very thing that i want……
but this is my trial….this is the [...]

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living in what he has spoken

God….you have spoken life into my heart…..you have given me a clear vision….a clear path…..i pray that i can live in it!!! i pray that i can trust you…i pray that i will live in preparation for this…..i pray that i can stand ready before you!!!

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strength for today…and forever

Those who trust in the Lord are as secure as Mount Zion;
they will not be defeated but will endure forever,
Just as the mountains surround Jerusalem,
so the Lord surrounds his people, both now and forever
Psalms125:1-2
Lord, I trust in you….
as i am walking into my fourth treatment, having already been in the depths of despair….
i trust that [...]

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surrender

my hands hold safely to my dreams
clutching tightly not one has fallen
so many years i’ve shaped each one
reflecting my heart, showing who i am
now you’re asking me to show
what i’m holding oh so tightly
can’t open my hand; can’t let go
does it matter?
should i show you?
can’t you let me go?

surrender, surrender
you whisper gently
you say i will [...]

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i stand amazed….

there is one thing that i have learned from my God……
everything in my life is set into motion byt HIM….
if i live in belief of that…
i can understand how everything falls into place……
let me explain…
over the past few days i have been struggling with a “sin” in my life…..
it is something that creeps in and [...]

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